Back in my room I lay on the bed trying to come to terms with the fact that I was being f***ed to become a woman. I kept looking at where my testicles had been, trying to see what they had done to me.
My penis had been pulled back into the space where my testicles had been and then they had stitched it flat. I soon found that I had to sit in order to go to the toilet.
I felt my face and arms. They were so smooth and free of hair. My chest was bare and smooth too and I looked at my nipples for any tell tale signs that might suggest that I was growing breasts. My nipples felt sensitive and I could just feel the skin around becoming tighter. Looking at myself from the side I imagined that I was beginning to develop a bust.
I had been in my room a few minutes when Ann and Eric came in. She told me to remove my clothes and to lie on the bed. I did as I was told and she began to massage ointment into my chest and around my nipples.
Ann explained that the ointment would help my breasts develop and would keep the skin supple as my breasts became larger. She then giggled and said that perhaps I would prefer Eric to massage me. Eric grinned and came over eagerly to take over from her.
I had to endure the feel of Eric’s hands on my chest, his fingers running around my nipples. I felt them harden and Ann noticed this and smiled.
“You see, Susan, as your body changes to female, so will the things that arouse you”
She called me Susan so naturally that I felt stunned. Ann appeared to consider me as a woman already. And as for Eric, he was almost drooling as he massaged my chest.
When the massage was over I was allowed to get dressed again. Ann then told me to follow her and I was taken into a room where I was given some food to eat.
The food I was given was part of a special diet, explained Ann. It would help me to loose weight as it was intended that as a woman I would have a shapely figure.
Ann told me that I could call her Ann in future and she then proceeded to tell me that she would be responsible for ensuring that I learnt how to live as a woman. She would show me how to apply make up, walk and talk as a woman and how to dress as a woman.
“The hardest part of the treatment will be getting you used to be treated by men as a woman. You will learn that you are completely at their mercy. As a woman you will be physically weaker and your emotions will be changed. Even if you find it hard to believe now, your female body will sexually arouse men and when that happens you will have to submit to their desires”
She smiled at me and added that by the time my treatment had finished I would have such a complete female body that I would only get sexual satisfaction as a woman. My desires and urges would be female despite any attempts by me to control them.
“Once you have been given a vagina, you will want to spread your legs for any man to fuck you, even Eric here” she said grinning.
When we had finished eating, Ann said that she and I were going to watch the television. As part of the treatment I was to receive I would have to watch a number of videos which would cover many of the things that I was expected to learn in order to be a woman.
She took me into a sitting room and I was told to sit on the settee while she switched the TV on.
For an hour I had to watch a video that gave an overview of the things that I was to be taught. These included how to use make up, hair styles, fashion sense, deportment and dancing. The final part of the video said that I would be taught how to act in the presence of the opposite sex, “men”.
Ann nudged my arm as the TV started showing scenes of men and women in the act of copulation.
“It will not be long before you will be moaning and groaning with delight as a man shafts you. Believe me sex as a woman is much better, you will love it”
I watched as the girl on the screen was f***ed to spread her legs and let the man thrust his penis into her. My body trembled as I watched the girl’s body heave with each thrust and her face contort with pleasure.
I had watched such scenes on videos before and always had been aroused and had an erection. Now though, there was no response at all from my penis. It remained soft and flat fastened between my legs where once my testicles had been. I was shocked to discover that I still felt aroused, but in a different way. There was an ache between my legs and I felt myself panting as I watched the girl start to orgasm.
Ann was looking at me and smiled,
“Yes, I think you will enjoy it once Dr Knowles has given you a vagina”
Once the video was finished Ann led to a different room. I was not going back to the room I had been kept in for so many weeks but to a much nicer room.
The room was furnished like a bedroom, with curtains, chairs, dressing table, wardrobe, even a TV and tea/coffee making facilities. The room also had its own en-suite bathroom and a window that I was able to see out of.
I looked out of the window and could see the grounds of the clinic. The view was quite surprising as it consisted of well kept gardens. The clinic was quite clearly out in the country side somewhere.
While I was looking out of the window Ann told me that I would find clean panties in the chest of drawers along with some more nightdresses. I would also find other items of clothing for me to wear in due course.
“There are some books and magazines on the shelf for you to read or you can always watch the TV. I will see you in the morning and show you how to do your hair and then after breakfast I will take you to have a manicure and pedicure. Then I think we will see about having your ears pierced.
After lunch we will make a start on getting you some more clothes to wear and then we will finish with some lessons on using make up.
With luck, Susan, you and I will be able to go for a walk in the grounds before the evening meal”
Ann left me alone in the room and locked the door behind her as she left. I was clearly a prisoner even if my “cage” was now a little more luxurious.
I made myself a cup of coffee and sat down on the easy chair by the window. My mind was in turmoil at the thought that I was being changed into a woman. It all seemed so incredible and yet I had already been emasculated. Escape seemed impossible and even if I were to get free I needed to take the antidote every day and only they had it.
I sat and drank my coffee trying to think. There was a large mirror on the wall opposite and as I caught a glimpse of my reflection I was startled to see how feminine I already looked.
My reflection fascinated me for a while. It was as if the was a girl looking back at me from the mirror and it was only when I moved by body slightly that I realised that the girl was me!
When I had finished my coffee I went into the bathroom and took of the dressing gown, nightdress and panties. I studied my body in the mirror. My face and hair looked like a girls, my body from the waist up was smooth and soft, but more like a young boys.
My legs were smooth and soft and with the removal of my testicles seemed longer. I examined what they had done with my penis and was amazed that they had gotten it so flat and pulled so far back between my legs that it was almost unnoticeable.
I had to go to the toilet and this meant sitting not standing. It was strange to have to pee from a sitting reflection, but I could no longer “aim” with my penis tucked back as it was. I washed my hands and looked at myself in the mirror again.
I looked again at my chest and ran my fingers around my nipples. I was shocked to find how sensitive they were and yet it was pleasurable touching them. I tried to image what I would look like with boobs!
I put the panties and nightdress back on and the silk felt strangely comforting against my smooth skin. I put my dressing gown back on and went back into the room and switched on the TV.
I flicked from channel to channel but could only find what could best be described as women’s programmes. Obviously the TV was all part of my treatment. I was to be given access to only feminine things, whether it be books, magazines or TV programmes.
Sitting back in the chair I started to look at some of the books and magazines. Some dealt with fashion hints while others covered cosmetics and jewellery. There was even a couple of dress catalogues and one on lingerie.
The lingerie catalogue was intriguing. I flicked through the pages and was fascinated by the different types of underwear women wore. There was all sorts of bras and panties and even more erotic basques and suspenders.
There were underskirts of all lengths and colours, net petticoats to make a full skirt flare out wide, and so many frills, ribbons and bows.
And I was to end up wearing clothing like these, was the thought that kept running through my mind.
I looked at one of the models wearing only her bra and a pair of very flimsy panties. Her breasts round and pert. I looked at myself in the mirror and tried to image myself wearing the same bra and panties, my breasts just as ample and pert.
Suddenly I heard a key turning in the door and Ann and Eric entered the room. She saw me looking through the lingerie catalogue and smiled,
“There are some nice things in there. You will look very pretty in them Susan, Will she not Eric?”
Eric grinned and gave me a leering look.
Ann told me to undress except for my panties and lie on the bed.
“It is time for your capsules, Susan. One of them is the antidote and the others are part of your hormone treatment. Eric will be giving these to you at this time every night. That is if you have been a good girl during the day”
Before I was allowed to take the capsules I had to lie there and let Eric rub more ointment into my nipples and breasts. He smiled at me as his fingers smoothed the cream around my nipples and I could tell that he was imaging that he was running his fingers over fully developed breasts.
Eric had nearly finished rubbing my chest when his hand began to stray closer and closer to the top of my panties. At first I thought he was going to slip his hand inside them but at the last minute he simply put his hand between my legs and softly stroked the top of penis.
I was startled to find that my body had tensed up in anticipation and at how pleasurable it was when his fingers slid between my thighs.
When he had finished Ann gave me the capsules to swallow. I could not tell which was the antidote and which was the hormone treatment. I just had to swallow them all.
I was then allowed to put my nightdress back on and after washing my face and cleaning my teeth Ann instructed me on brushing my hair. I was then told to get into bed where Ann then gave me a sl**ping pill to swallow.
As they left the room and locked me in I was already feeling drowsy and I could hear music playing softly in the background and a slow monotone voice saying,
“Relax and listen to the music. As the music plays you are becoming a girl named Susan. You are feeling feminine, very feminine”
The voice repeated the words over and over again as I fell asl**p.
I woke up the following morning and lay there for a view minutes as the events of the previous day came flooding back. It seemed so unbelievable and I looked eagerly in the mirror thinking that it had all been so crazy dream.
But my reflection told me that it had not been a dream. The person looking back at me from the mirror certainly looked like a girl.
Gradually I woke fully and felt the soft smoothness of the silk nightdress I was wearing against my skin. The feeling was not unpleasant!
I got out of bed and used the toilet, which confirmed again that I no longer had any testicles. I brushed my teeth and washed and all the time all I could see in the mirror was a woman.
It was strange to find my face still so smooth with no trace of a beard. I brushed and combed my hair but the way it had been cut and styled like a girl’s was unmistakeable.
I made myself a cup of coffee and was sitting by the window drinking it when I heard the door being unlocked and Ann enter. She looked at me and smiled,
“Good morning, Susan. I see you are up and about already, that is a good girl”
My throat was feeling less sore and for the first time in days I felt able to speak. I attempted to ask what had happened to my throat but was shocked to find that my voice seemed so different. I had been prepared for it to sound croaky because my throat was sore but to find that it was no longer as deep.
Ann looked pleased as she heard me speak and clapped her hands,
“Oh Dr Knowles will be very pleased when he hears you speak. He has operated on your larynx to make your voice more feminine and he has done it very well indeed. You sound just like Julie Andrews. I am sure that with a little voice training you will be able to sing soprano.”
Ann said that I would have to hear myself on a tape recorder to find out how feminine my voice had become and she said that she would arrange to do it later on.
I was told to put on my dressing gown and follow her. We were to have breakfast first before my treatment was to begin for the day.
I followed her to a small dining room. The food was already on the table and I was told to sit down and eat. All I was given to eat was a bowl of cereal and some toast. This was part of my diet that was to help me lose weight.
When we had finished our breakfast and had d***k a cup of coffee Ann told me that Dr Knowles was going to start by doing some measurements of my body. She took me to a room were Dr Knowles and Eric were waiting for us.
I was told to remove all my clothes and stand in front of Dr Knowles. Ann took a tape measure and made measurements of my chest, hips, bottom, waist, across my shoulders and around the tops of my arms. She called out the measurements to Dr Knowles who entered the figures into a computer.
Dr Knowles pressed a few keys then sat back with a satisfied expression on his face. He turned the computer screen around so that I could see it.
“We have been taking these measurements since you arrived and are using them to monitor the changes in your body caused by the oestrogen tablets. Oestrogen is the female hormone. The computer can predict how much your body will eventually change and give us an idea of how feminine it will look”
The picture on the screen showed the shape of my body at the time of each measurement. As Dr Knowles scanned forwards, there was a noticeable change in the outline.
Based on the measurements taken so far my hips and bottom had already gotten bigger while my arms and shoulders had become thinner and narrower. My chest was already showing small swellings around my nipples indicating that I was already developing breasts.
Dr Knowles then input a few more figures and the image on the screen changed to show what my predicted measurements would be.
“With exercise and proper dieting your waist should come down to 24-25 inches. It looks like you will have a very nice figure indeed, Susan. What do think, Ann?” Dr Knowles asked and Ann replied that my predicted figure looked very feminine.
“Oh, Susan. You will look wonderfully feminine. Your breasts should be nice and ample and your bottom and hips look really sexy”
I was astounded at how much my body was expected to change and yet it was strangely pleasing to be told that I would end up with the sort of figure that other women would envy. I realised that I had thought “other women”!
Dr Knowles told me to get dressed while he talked to Ann. Eric leered at me as I put my nightdress back on. Ann then told me to follow her and she led me back to my room.
She told me to make us both a cup of coffee while she locked me in and went away for a few minutes. She returned carrying a bundle of clothes which she laid out on the bed.
We drank the coffee I had made while Ann told me to get undressed and put on the clothes she had brought. I undressed and picked up the things off the bed. They consisted of a pair of leggings and a leotard, the sort worn by women for aerobics.
And this is what they were indeed for. I was to exercise by doing aerobics each and every morning. I put them on and Ann handed me a pair of pink trainers for my feet.
I looked in the mirror and observed that the tight leggings and leotard made it very clear how little was now between my legs. There was hardly any bulge at all now that my testicles had been removed. I looked very feminine albeit flat chested.
Ann then changed into the same sort of clothes herself. She had no qualms at all at undressing in front of me and as I saw her naked body I was breathless for a few moments.
Looking at her naked breasts and rounded hips and bottom and then at her inner thighs brought home to me how much they intended to alter my body if I was to become a woman.
When Ann had changed she took me to large room with a polished wooden floor. She put on a tape and told me to stand in front of her and to follow her every movement.
As the music played Ann went through the aerobics routine and I followed as best I could. Gradually I got better and Ann said she was pleased with me. She told me what each particular exercise was designed to do, like tighten my stomach muscles or firm up my breasts.
After nearly and hour Ann said that it was time to finish and gat a shower. She took me to the changing rooms were there was a communal shower and we both undressed and got in.
It felt very strange sharing a shower with a naked woman, especially as she was so unconcerned about my presence. Obviously to Ann I was no longer a man at all. She regarded me as a woman already.
Ann helped me to dry my hair with the hair dryer. All pat of my training I supposed. She then told me to put on the dressing gown that was hanging up behind the door while she got dressed again in her ordinary clothes.
Wearing only the dressing gown Ann took me to into another room where a girl in a white overall was standing by a wash basin. I was told to sit in a chair by the wash basin.
Ann spoke to the girl,
“This is Susan, she needs her colouring done and a full manicure and pedicure.”
The girl nodded and set about washing my hair and then applying the colour. Ann suggested that my hair should be auburn and the girl agreed that it would look nice.
“It will hide all the grey for you Susan” she said as she applied the colour.
While she waited for the colour to set she stared work on my toes. She trimmed my toenails, removing the cuticles and then polished them up with a buffing pad.
Then she started on my fingernails. My nails had not been cut for weeks now and had grown quite long. She did the same with the cuticles and then shaped my nails.
Ann suggested that it would be a good idea to increase the length of my nails by adding “tips” to them. The girl agreed and when she had done this and then shaped them my fingernails were really quite long. The effect was to make my hands look even more feminine than ever, especially as my hands were now smooth and soft and completely hairless.
Finally the girl painted my toenails and fingernails with nail varnish, a soft pink colour. Ann said that they looked very nice and turned to me.
“There you are, Susan. You now have very pretty hands and feet”
My hair now being ready for drying the girl started to use the hair dryer and styling brush. While she was doing that I looked at my hands. It was like looking at someone else’s hands, they looked so soft and feminine. It also felt so strange to have such long fingernails.
“Not very practical I suppose,” said Ann, “But then it is not as if you will need to work with your hands in quite the same way again. It is more important for you to look decorative and attractive to the opposite sex”.
By “opposite sex” I knew she meant men. Ann really did regard me as the same sex as her.
When my hair was finished Ann took me back to my room and made us both a cup of coffee. I was instructed to put on a clean pair of panties and nightdress. The nightdress was pink and long, down to my ankles. I looked into the mirror and my reflection showed me that with my hair now dyed auburn and with my fingers and toes painted I looked even more feminine.
I accepted the result with neither shock or dismay. I had no other choice but to allow them to do what ever they wanted. While the d**g was in my system they could put me into so much agony when ever they wished. Already they had done so much to my body that I would never be a real man again! Being a fully functioning woman might at least be better than being an effeminate eunuch.
Once I had dressed Ann told me that I was going to have my ears pierced. She took me back to the room where my hair had been done and the same girl in the white overalls was there.
I had to sit in the chair while she studied my earlobes. Suddenly I felt a sharp prick, first on my left ear and then on my right one.
I felt the girl insert something into my earlobes and then she handed me a hanky
“I have put some gold studs in for the moment. They should not bleed very much and provided you keep your earlobes clean for the next few days they should be fine”
Ann smiled at me and said,
“Soon you will be able to wear some nice earrings. We have been told to spare no expense on your jewellery and I have already picked out some beautiful ones for you to wear”
I was given a few minutes to recover before Ann announced that I was going to be given my first lesson on using make up.
“In future, Susan, You will wear make up at all times except for bed. Helen will show you what to do and with practice you will find that it is really quite easy. Future lessons will deal with what sort of make up is more suitable for different occasions. For now though Helen will just show you how to use foundation, eyeshadow, eyeliner and mascara and lipstick”
For the next two hours Helen first showed me what to apply and when, how to apply mascara and eyeliner. She then made me practice putting on make up then removing it and cleansing my face.
It was difficult too, using my hands with such long fingernails and I made several mistakes. I was terrified that Ann would accuse me of not cooperating and that my capsule would be delayed that night. But Ann was quite patient with me and for that I was grateful.
Finally she said that she was satisfied that I could make a reasonable job of it myself.
“But for today” said Ann, “Helen will do it for you as I want you to look your best for tonight”
She did not say why I had to look my best for tonight and I sat there while Helen made me up. When she had finished and I was allowed to look at myself in the mirror the effect was quite stunning. I did indeed look pretty, in fact even I thought I looked beautiful.
I looked and even felt feminine. It is amazing what mascara and lipstick does for you.
Smiling Ann took me back to my room.
“You stay here, Susan while I go and get you some proper clothes”
She locked me in and I studied myself in the mirror again. I was beginning to look very feminine what with my hair, painted finger nails and now make up.
I heard the door unlock and Ann came in carrying some boxes. She put them down on the bed and smiled,
“Please get undressed, Susan and I will show you what you are going to wear”
I did as I was told and Ann began unpacking the boxes.
She handed me a pair of sheer grey tights and told me to put them on. Ann giggled as I struggled pulling them up and said
“You will learn, Susan. I think stockings are nicer but not until your hips get wider.”
I stood there wearing only the tights. They made me look even more woman like between my legs as they pressed my penis even flatter against my groin. Ann handed me a white body shaper and told me to put it on. This too made my even smoother between my legs but it felt baggy at the top as I had no breasts as yet.
Ann then grinned and passed me two strange looking objects.
“These are silicone breasts to put inside the cups of your body shaper. You will find that they will feel almost like the real thing and will move the way your own breasts will eventually.”
She helped me to insert them and the result was astounding. I now had a bosom and looking at myself in the mirror it was hard to tell that they were not real.
The rest of my clothes consisted on a white silk top, a white net underskirt and a pink and white patterned skirt. Ann said that the full underskirt would make my hips seem bigger.
Finally there was a wide black elasticated belt to help pull my waist in and a pair of black patent leather sandals with a 2 inch heel
“Now you really do look very pretty” Ann said and even I could hardly recognise myself in the mirror. I did look like very pretty girl indeed.
The finishing touches were some jewellery. Ann gave me a delicate gold watch to put on, a gold chain which she fastened around my neck and matching gold bracelets. Finally Ann sprayed some perfume behind my ears and on my wrists
I looked at the watch and found that it was a ladies Rolex!
“You see we have been told only to give you the very best of everything.
Ann made me walk around the room. I did so and at first found it difficult walk in high heeled shoes but gradually I got the hang of them. The feeling of wearing a skirt was something I had not been prepared for at all. There was something very pleasant about the way in swung and the feeling of the underskirt against my legs.
My false breasts did move like real ones and I was quite dazed at how feminine I was beginning to feel.
Anne then handed me a handbag and told me that I would need to put my compact, lipstick, hairbrush, some tissues and if I wished my cigarettes and lighter in it. I did so and she showed me how to place the strap on my shoulder.
“You will soon get used to using a handbag when you are going out” she said.
It was a minute or two before what she had said sunk in. I was going out!
“I am really going outside” I said “Where to?”
Ann told me that she had been speaking to Dr Knowles and had told him that I had been very cooperative. As a reward Ann and I were to go out to a restaurant with Dr Knowles and Eric.
Ann then lowered her voice and said,
“You have been very good so far, Susan and I am very pleased at how feminine you look. But when we go out I will expect you to act as much like a woman as possible. There is no point in trying to escape. I do not have to remind you that come this evening you will be in terrible agony if you do get your capsule.
I want you to fully understand that if you do not try hard enough to please Dr Knowles and Eric I will delay giving you your capsule. You will be witty and take part in the conversation. You will be accompanying Eric and you will act like his girl friend at all times. You now what will happen if you do not!”
She smiled and added,
“Now I have said that perhaps we can end up having a nice time and we can all enjoy ourselves”
I was told to pick up my bag and follow her to where Dr Knowles and Eric were waiting by the front door. As we arrived Dr Knowles and Eric looked at me and voiced there approval.
“You look very pretty tonight, Susan” said Dr Knowles and added,
“Ann has been telling me that you have been a good girl and have been learning your lessons very well. Now we are going to have a pleasant evening out”
Eric led the way to the car. He opened the doors for me and Ann and we both got in the back. Dr Knowles sat in the front with Eric.
The car pulled away and Dr Knowles turned around and spoke to me,
“I think Ann has warned you about being on your best behaviour. I hope that we can forget all that and just have a nice evening out”
I said that I would try my best and Dr Knowles smiled.
“You have a very pretty voice, Susan. Does she not Eric?”
Eric replied that my voice very nice, then added, “very sexy”
We drove through the country and arrived at a smart looking restaurant in the middle of nowhere. Eric got out and opened the doors for Ann and I. It felt strange being treated with such chivalry.
Dr Knowles took Ann’s arm and Eric took hold of mine as we entered the restaurant. The Receptionist welcomed us and asked if we would take a seat while our table was got ready. She asked if we wanted a drink first and Dr Knowles ordered for us.
Eric sat down next to me and I was conscious of his attention towards me. Ann began talking about various things and would keep asking me questions so as to involve me in the conversation.
Gradually I forgot my predicament and found myself fully involved in the conversation. Ann and Dr Knowles must have noticed this because they both smiled at each other.
We were shown to our table and the waiter helped Ann and I to our seats. No one appeared to have any doubts about my gender at all. They were treating myself and Ann the same.
Ann said that she wanted to go to the ladies and suggested that I might go with her. I gulped at the idea of using the ladies toilet but I did need to go and it was impossible to even think of using the Gents.
I followed Ann to the ladies and tried to copy her manner as well as I could so as not to draw attention to myself.
I sat on the toilet seat and had a pee then took every care to make sure that I pulled my tights back up and smoothed down my skirt. It seemed such a complicated job dealing with the pop studs on the gusset of the body shaper.
Ann was already washing her hands when I came out of the cubicle. She smiled at me and said softly,
“Everything OK, Susan?”
I nodded and after washing my hands copied Ann as she put on some more lipstick. She smiled again and said “Very well done”
We rejoined Dr Knowles and Eric and ordered our meal. I accepted Ann’s suggestion of a salad, as part of my diet.
The meal was nice and we finished it with coffee and liquors. I felt a little tipsy and became more talkative as the time went on. Our conversation was limited to music, travel and food.
Eric was becoming more and more attentive to me and began touching my knee with his hand. I was beginning to realise just how powerless I was to stop him.
We left the restaurant about 10 o’clock. This time Dr Knowles and Ann sat in the back while I had to sit up front with Eric. It was clear that Ann and Dr Knowles were more intimate than I had thought and we drove back to the clinic with Eric’s hand occasionally touching my knee.
Back at the Clinic Dr Knowles had his arm around Ann’s waist and he turned to Eric and said,
“Ann and I are going to my room for a nightcap. Perhaps you will see Susan to her room and see that she is settled in.” He turned to me and said,
“You have been a very good girl tonight, Susan. I will leave it to Eric to see that you get your capsule”
He gave the capsule to Eric and he and Ann left Eric and I to make our way to my room. I felt very vulnerable and at Eric’s mercy as he put his arm around my waist and walked me to my room.
We entered the room and I was expecting Eric to give me the capsule and lock me in. Instead Eric said that he would like a cup of coffee and had me make us both a cup.
I sat down on the chair by the window hoping that Eric would give me the capsule soon. It was nearly time for me to take it if I was to avoid the pain.
Finally I turned to Eric, who had just sat there looking at me and said.
“It is nearly time for my capsule, please Eric” I pleaded.
Eric smiled and said very softly,
“I will give you the capsule when you have been nice to me and not before. You have not got long so you had better start soon”
He came towards me as he spoke and pulled me up from the chair. I was petrified as he pulled me to him and began kissing me. I tried to resist but the thought of him not giving me the capsule terrified me and I decided that the best thing was for me to go along with him.
Eric was kissing me hard and I close my eyes as I kissed him back. His tongue was in my mouth and I tried to respond in the way he wanted. He was holding me so tight that I could feel that he had an hard on. His penis felt so rigid as it pressed into my groin.
I thought and hoped that Eric just wanted to kiss me but I was mistaken!
Gradually he pushed me to my knees until I was kneeling down in front of him. He put his hand under my chin and tilted my face upwards. He held the capsule in his hand and was looking down at me.
“If you want me to give you this, you have to give me something in return”
I was left in no doubt at what he wanted me to give him as he opened the front of his trousers. His hard, erect penis burst out right in front of my face.
At first I hesitated but another look at the capsule in his hands made me realise that I had to do it if I was to get the capsule.
I f***ed myself to open my mouth and very slowly touched the tip of his penis with my lips. As I did so Eric put his hands on the back of my head and pulled my head into his groin forcing me to take his penis fully into my mouth.
“Now that is what I call being a good girl” said Eric as he f***ed me to begin licking and sucking at his penis. It felt so big in my mouth and I could taste the juices coming from it.
Eric f***ed me to suck faster and harder as he became more and more aroused. Suddenly he came and my mouth was filled with semen.
He f***ed me to keep sucking until I had swallowed the lot and his penis had begun to shrink. Only then was I allowed to get up off my knees.
He grinned and handed me the capsule which I took eagerly. Eric said that I had given a very good “blowjob” and that any girl would have been proud at how well I had done. He then told me to get undressed and get ready for bed.
Eric left the room locking me in as I sat down on the bed to recover. He had treated me like a girl in every way and the sudden thought that he could make me do it to him again any time he wanted made me shiver!
I was still sitting on the edge of the bed, my body shaking and trembling, when the door opened and Ann came in. She saw that I was distressed and came and sat down on the bed besides me.
“What ever is wrong, Susan?” she asked as she put her arm around my shoulders.
I began to sob and she put my head on her shoulder and told me to tell her what had happened.
“He treated me like a woman” I sobbed, “Just like a woman. He made me suck him off before he would give me my capsule”
Ann stroked my hair and replied softly,
“Is that all, Susan. You are a woman now, at least you are starting to become one. You have to accept that men will want to use you. Look at me, I have just had to drop my knickers for Dr Knowles. I did not have any choice”
Ann explained that as a woman I would have to come to terms with the idea that men would want me for my body. And that I would not be able to resist their advances.
“And when Dr Knowles has given you a vagina and the oestrogen has done its work, you will even enjoy it. You will have the same desires as other women and will gladly drop your knickers and spread your legs, even for the likes of Eric”
Ann then stayed with me until I had changed into my nightdress and removed mt make up. Once I was settled in bed she told me sl**p and went out locking the door behind her.
For a while I lay there thinking of what she had said. Was it true that soon I would feel so feminine that I would want to copulate like a woman?
As I fell asl**p the music started playing again and the voice telling me that I was now a girl and should feel feminine filled my ears as I slept.
I woke up in the middle of the night with start. I had started to dream that I was at a party and enjoying myself. I had ended up in a bedroom with a girl and suddenly as I lay naked on top of her about to thrust my penis between her legs, my head began to spin and then just as my penis entered her vagina I suddenly swopped places and found that I was the girl and Eric had just thrust his penis into my vagina and was making me groan with pleasure.
I lay there sweating for a few minutes and all the time the music and voice telling me that I was Susan droned on. I fell asl**p again.
Back in my room I lay on the bed trying to come to terms with the fact that I was being f***ed to become a woman. I kept looking at where my testicles had been, trying to see what they had done to me.